“Hey Ski, you wanted to see me?” Samuel stood in the
shop manager’s door nervously. He thought he knew what the conversation was
going to be about, but didn’t expect to see Mr. Rommers, the owner sitting in
the big chair next to Benjamin Warshinsky’s desk.
“Come on in, sit down.”
Samuel took the free chair, wondering what was up.
The two men exchanged a knowing look and Rommers started speaking.
“I came down here because I understand you’re a
bit hesitant about taking this job Ski has been dangling in front of you.
Believe me, I understand the importance of family, and I respect it. I also
understand you have some other personal matters that you want to consider.”
He smiled warmly for a moment before continuing.
“So here’s the deal. We want to create an entirely
new position. Call it an efficiency expert, although I hate that because most
of the people running around calling themselves efficiency experts have never
done whatever it is they’re trying to make more efficient. You’re making this
shop run well, and everybody in the company knows it. We now have seven shops
around the Pacific Northwest, I can send you out there, and people will listen
to you. I can’t hire somebody else that can do that.”
Samuel nodded, wondering where this was going.
“I want you to take as much time as you need to
decide what you want to do, what works for you. Frankly, I think I’m offering
you a very good deal, we’ll make every effort to accommodate your needs at
home.”
“Thank you, sir. I appreciate that.” Samuel
struggled for words, blast it, he WANTED the job, was that selfish materialism?
“I’m going to go on my way now and let you think.”
After a minute or two of casual conversation,
Rommers left.
“Samuel,” Warshinsky said, “really think about
this. You know my neighbor, Mark Whitworth, is a member of your church,” he
held up a hand, “I know you don’t call it a church. He’s a good guy and through
him, and you, I know something about your beliefs. I just want to say that I
believe the Lord’s coming back someday, but meanwhile we live here and now.
You’re too smart to let life pass you by while you’re waiting.”
“Funny, my son said that to me yesterday. Okay,
I’ll think it over.”
“Thank you, I’ll warn you, I’m going to keep
bugging you.”
Samuel left the office more confused than when he’d
gone in. The Word considered non-Disciples
“Outsiders” not worthy of The Lord
Almighty’s reward in Paradise. But these two men seemed genuinely concerned for
his happiness and well-being. Why would God kill them when Armageddon cleansed
the Earth to make way for Paradise?
**
Luke Collins, Samuel’s brother-in-law, and The
Word of God Foundation’s Area Servant for Eastern Washington, called Samuel
Monday night to tell him there would be a special Servant’s meeting on Saturday
afternoon to discuss confidential instructions from New Jerusalem. Servant
committees from many Gatherings in Eastern Washington and Northern Idaho would
conference in by phone.
He refused to discuss the matter in greater
detail, saying only that attendance was mandatory. Samuel said he would be
there. No point in speculating about it, he’d find out at the meeting. Unless Sophia
told Judith, no that was unfair. Luke kept his mouth shut about information
from New Jerusalem, probably out of fear of losing his position as Area
Servant.
The Word took pride in claiming that it had no
paid clergy. This was true of local Servants, although Area Servants received a
“living allowance” from New Jerusalem, always described as “small,” but no one
knew the real number.
“And there I go again,” Samuel thought, “more
negative thinking about The Word. I have
to stop this.”
Later, as Judith lay next to him sleeping he
stared at shadows on the ceiling. The tree in the yard partially blocked a streetlight,
its bare branches painted an abstract design as they moved. Samuel could not
sleep, one random thought after another kept him from relaxing. Questions he
could not answer demanded his attention. One in particular kept resurfacing,
“Am I a bad Disciple, is this how
Good Disciples become Forsakers, abandoning
what they knew to be the true religion?”
The thought that he was becoming a Forsaker terrified
him. It meant abandoning The Word forever, without possibility of return. He
would have no life in Paradise, no everlasting relationship with The Lord
Almighty and fellow Disciples. He’d never see Charlene again. Of course, the
Bible said that a Forsaker sinned against the Holy Spirit, erasing in chance of
repenting.
He got up, moving quietly to avoid waking Judith.
He walked to his den, noting a light under the door to David’s room. He decided
not to say anything. He’d been a night owl at that age, too. He sat down in the
chair at his desk and tried to pray. He needed answers.
He opened his eyes at a soft tap on the door. David
stood in the door frame, looking concerned.
“I heard you up, thought I’d see if you’re Okay.”
“I’m fine, just thinking about a lot of stuff,
makes it hard to sleep.”
A shadow crossed the boy’s face, not a frown,
something else. Concern? Samuel realized he needed to think of his son as a
young man.
“You want to talk a minute? Have a seat.”
David sat in the extra chair, available. “Dad, is my wanting to go to college one of
your worries?”
“Yes, but maybe not in the way you think. At least
not now. I think that if you want to go college, I won’t stand in the way.
They’ll probably remove me from the Servant Committee. I’m not sure I care
anymore.”
The sudden expression of his true feelings to
another person startled Samuel no less than his son.
“I’m tired of it all.” He
added simply.
He asked where he wanted to go to school, what he
would study? More importantly, how would he pay for it? A minute later, he had
to admit David had done his homework. He planned to pursue a degree in medical
technology. He had good grades, and applied to every grant and scholarship he
could find. Student loans were available. With a jolt, Samuel realized that
taking the promotion at work would provide extra money to put toward his son’s
future.
“What about the Word?”
“What about it, Dad?”
He pointed out the Apostle’s teachings on
education, but added that he understood the conflict. He struggled with the
same issue regarding his promotion.
“You should take it,” David answered, “You’re too
smart to just work in the shop, one reason I want to go to school is because I
don’t plan to spending my life waiting for the end of the world.”
Samuel laughed, “that’s the third time in two days
I’ve heard that, two of them from you.”
David laughed and pointed out that maybe it was
true, “Dad, I was young but I can sort of remember that Grand Gathering where
everybody thought the world was going to end in 2008. You and Mom have spent
the time since then just waiting for Armageddon. All my friends see their
parents living the same way. We don’t want to live like that. Well some of the
guys want to be hot shot Servants and a few of the girls want to marry them. I
want something more than sitting and waiting.”
“Is this about your sister?”
“Some. I think. At least that’s what sparked my
interest in a medical field.”
The room grew quiet for a moment.
“We should get to bed.”
“Okay. Is
Mom going to freak out?”
“Probably, but I’ll handle it.”
**
Caleb Larson’s money, and his attitude about it
around the House, had always bothered Samuel. In public, he preached the
official teaching from the Apostles, the pursuit of wealth was a distraction
from spiritual matters. His was one of the loudest voices railing against
higher education. He claimed that his job in real estate sales left him plenty
of time for his duties as Senior Servant and Disciple-making, so HIS money
wasn’t a problem. He made it sound like The Lord Almighty dropped dollars into
his bank account as reward for good behavior.
Samuel did not look forward to more idiocy. Dinner proved to be a heaping plateful of it.
It started when Luke opened the door; he, his sisters, and Caleb were always an
unpleasant combination.
The presence of “Uncle Harry” served only to bring
attention to all the things he was starting to see wrong with Disciple culture.
Harry, now in his eighties, had spent his entire adult life as a Disciple.
He
went to work at New Jerusalem in his late teens, working in the printing plant
that churned out millions of books and magazines.
He spent his life there, until technology and
changing reading habits reduced the demand for printed pages. After a lifetime of service at the Seattle
headquarters, he “retired” to live with his family in Spokane. He called a
cramped apartment over the Larson’s garage home, ate most of his meals with
them, and rode to Gatherings in their car. Samuel knew all this because he
wrote a check to Caleb every month to help cover the cost of Harry’s care.
Having opted out of all the government programs, and no money to buy insurance
of any sort, he had no social security, or other benefits.
Invited to say the prayer before dinner, the
thanked The Lord for the many blessings he gave his people, including the
knowledge that they would soon all live in Paradise. He specifically thanked
God for providing for his needs. Samuel clinched his teeth at that, The Lord
had taken a lifetime of Harry’s service and left his care to the rest of the
family. Couldn’t they see that? The chorus of
“Amens” around the table seemed a
clearly negative answer.
Shortly after that, the fight started.
Armageddon’s Slaves © Jeffrey Thomas All rights reserved.
This is a work of fiction. All events and characters are products of the
author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead is purely
coincidental.
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